As human beings, we need support, we need people understanding. But they don’t live with you, they don’t live in your brain. No one will completely understand your situation except you. In some point, you gotta step up and fight them yourself, make what you think it’s right for you for your own good, either by their supports or not. It’s ok to have fears, it doesn’t mean it’s going to turn bad. It’s ok to be selfish every once in a while and do what is best for you and your life.
When one makes big decisions in life; decisions that can change your life, it’s only a fool that doesn’t have fears. That’s a part of growing up.